Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in miso_love_fuck's LiveJournal:

Friday, September 28th, 2007
10:42 pm	Pics/ Here. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 6th, 2007
6:32 pm	I am now a slut. Last night I had my first gay experience. I frequent a next-town porn shop for their arcade - where you put dollars in a machine and watch any kind of porn you want in your own room. Whenever I go there, there are men waiting in doorways, looking to hookup. While their knocking on my door while my dick is in hand DOES turn me on, I've never been ready to share a room with someone. Last night was different. I brought with me four condoms and some lube. Honestly, I was planning on only jerking off with another guy and I brought the condoms along in case - in case I let go and let oral or anal sex happen. There was a Hispanic man creaking a door open when I walked into the arcade and I went inside and told him I wanted to watch. Luckily, he took things slow. He was just rubbing himself in his pants - I was so surprised to see how hard he got so fast, in his pants! I told him to take it out and he said, "Go ahead." I undid his belt and pulled out his cock. It was thin and long, bent and uncut - which is such a turn on for me. The time I spent stroking his cock was soon eclipsed by my mouth on his cock. I put a condom on his dick and went to town. Although I brought my teeth in too many time, I really think I did a good job - if anything, I enjoyed it. I liked having a cock in my mouth, especially an uncut one. I stroked and sucked at the same time, the way I would want it. He took my dick in his mouth once or twice but was more concerned about being served. Needless to say, it went sour. He kept wanting to fuck me, which I'm still not ready for. While I was licking his balls he took the condom off without asking and said he wanted to come - out of the question. And he kept pinching my nipples, which I hate. I've felt pretty bad about it today, but I'm beginning to feel better. I'm starting to think maybe I should've let him fuck me. Current Mood: confused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
1:58 am	Outside I have now realized what gets me off the most: outside. Usually, when I'm feeling really adventurous, I'll open the window and jerk off, sometimes even dildo my ass! And my other entries on fantasies have included getting caught and just the idea of jerking off outside. But last week, I went as far as I've ever gone. I went for a hike and when I reached my destination, I realized how scluded I was; just me and the rocks. I looked around and saw the neighborhood below but rocks and hidden places - a lot of them. I climbed around, looking behind me as the neighborhood disappeared. I found a nice spot, and, standing, stuck my hand in my pants and moved over my sweaty dick and balls. I caressed my ass crack and smelled my finger and my dick started throbbing. There was a flat bolder with my name on it, so I climbed to it and set my bag down. I took my shoes off and then my pants. Gave a once-over of my surroundings and off went my boxers. There I was, outside, my cock standing tall, nude except for my shirt (I burn easily, so). I sat on the rock and felt its hot surface on my bare ass. This was such a turn on I even grinded my ass on the rock for a little. I laid back and spit on my hands and began rubbing my penis - what a feeling! It was so bright out and the wind was moving around me... i loved it. I moved down a little so my ass was no longer on the rock, but on the edge. I stuck my finger in my ass and pumped a few times (with the sweat, I didn't even need lube...hot!). I smelled my ass on my finger again and spit on my cock some more. I began pumping and pumping and suddenly I spewed everywhere... my cum dripping down onto the rock at my feet. It was short lived, but quite an experience. I laid there for minute before I left, naked and outside. I loved it and I look forward to the other, new places where I can get off publicly. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
5:55 pm	Fucking horny That's not me... but that's how i feel right now. I'm pretty horny right now. I just spent the last 20 minutes walking around the kitchen, making myself a ham sandwhich, nude. Actually, I was nude as soon as I came home today... my dick was getting hard just coming home. Usually when I'm this horny I debate between the many things I want to do: + Fuck myself in the ass with my fingers, vibe and/or Sharpies + Spend too much time watching porn only to come in a condom and swallow the outcome + Take it slow with the curtains wide open for the whole city to watch as I jerk off and come in my sock +Go to a rest stop and wait near the bathroom until someone I wink at me winks back. I would be masturbating... that is until he starts jerking off and I suck his dick until it's forever moist and wet enough to spike my ass. (not really an option at this point, but a fun idea nonetheless) And then there is what to watch? * I could go through the many anal DVDs I have and find my favorites * or the few gay discs I have * or the too many god damn porn sites on the Internet * or how about noting, and instead I keep the window wide open and let anyone watch me * Livejournal... fucking a In the end I'll probably fuck my ass for a little bit and maybe, just maybe eat the cum from my hand. Anyone else have ideas? Current Mood: horny (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 18th, 2007
2:40 pm	My fantasy I mentioned my earliest gay fantasy a couple of posts ago. Now, I wish to elaborate. I was friends with Ben from kindergarten until high school. We didn’t really hang out in high school (you know, when hanging out becomes a reality), and we hardly talk now, but I have fantasized about fucking him and him fucking me ever since high school began. I think I was laying in bed, fantasizing so I could jerk off. I had a tendency to just take off my boxer shorts and cum in them, but I would also get up and use something else – a jerk rag, a towel, whatever. Shortly before Ben came into my mind sexually, I had started sticking markers up my ass (see journal dated Oct 29). This particular night, when I was going through the long list of girls in my school I could fuck in my mind, I thought of the marker and thought maybe I should try a guy friend instead. I couldn’t choose my best friend (I just wasn’t ready for that), so I went through a list of acquaintances. I was very much aware that if this experiment, although private, didn’t go well, I wanted it to be someone I didn’t deal with on a regular basis. Ben made the list considering we didn’t really talk anymore except passing in the stairway, and I selected Ben quickly because he was a redhead. Also I had a setting in his old house, where I had spent numerous nights as a kid. Really, Ben was fucking perfect. The setup was simple: I would be at Ben’s house spending the night and he would suggest we watch a porn. The first fantasy was basic – we probably just had sex- but the following is the full and true fantasy. (Everything after this is the fantasy; no more setting up from me) We’re watching a porn, just some regular, straight porn. It’s my first time watching a porn with anyone, so I’m nervous anyway. The porn is really nice and we’re breaking the ice by just talking about it – “look at her tits;” “wow;” “yeah, yeah, sure… I like shaved vaginas.” The video is so nice that I get lost in my head and I start rubbing myself through my pants. While I have forgotten where I am, I’m not getting too crazy – I’m just doing what feels right, rubbing my stiffening cock, watching some babe suck some guy off. I’m quiet, even thinking that maybe I’m getting away with it. But soon Ben starts doing the same but he’s being vocal – stuff like “oh yeah,” and “I love it when they drink the jizz.” He looks over at me and smiles – not as if he’s just caught me (in fact, I’m thinking I spurred him on – he knows I’ve been stroking the whole time), but as if he’s turned on. This is made clear when Ben unzips his jeans and take his cock out. It’s hard, thin but long – longer than mine. I’m not jealous, nor am I just impressed; I’m totally turned the fuck on. I’m rubbing my solid dick as it lays against my left thigh (my dick is solid, I to bend my knees to keep it erect naturally). I go back to the TV, but soon return to the sight of my friend stroking his hard piece. He’s got fire-red pubic hair that is lightly dispersed over his flat lower abdomen. I can see his white skin through his orange pubic hair and I want to lick it – I want to feel my tongue go over his soft skin and through his pubic hair. My dick is aching, so I stand up, take off my shoes and socks, unzip my pants and take off everything but my shirt. I sit back down and Ben is watching me. The very thought that he looked at me undress, saw my dick spring from my elastic waist-banded underwear (which I was going for), and maybe even looked at my bare ass – all of it turns me on even more. (The entire time though, I am trying not to come – I just don’t know why.) Ben stand up and removes his pants and underwear, and his shirt. “You can take off your shirt if you’d like,” he says. But he didn’t need to, and before he can say take off, I’ve already got mine off. We’re both back on the couch, naked and stroking our cocks, looking at each other – the video is more background noise now. I move my right leg to the back of the couch, my left leg still on the floor, displaying myself to Ben – who does the same. His penis is thin, but from this angle I can see it is as wide as mine. His testicles are smaller and practically bare of the red hair that covers everything, balanced. His left hand is touching his stomach while his right hand moves up and down his long dick slowly. He is moaning and watching me. My strokes are mimicking his. “Your balls are really big,” he says. “Thank you,” I say, almost in a sedated way. I place my other hand underneath my balls and feel them rolling around in my sack as I pull up on my cock’s skin. “I really like your cock,” I finally say. Ben smirks and says thanks, and rubs his bare foot inside my thigh – the first touch. Ben motion’s his finger, telling me to come closer. I move over his body and almost lay on him, and we kiss. I can feel his cock touching mine and I begin grinding in to it, looking for something. He puts his hands on my ass and moves me onto him fully, our cocks grinding into one another’s warm stomach. We kiss like we’ve wanted this for so long, our tongues leaping out of our mouths, licking each other’s lips, but also scaling the other one’s entire mouth – roof, teeth, inside of cheek. I come up, arching my back and rubbing my dick onto him and say, “I’m going to suck you.” I waste no time and bend down on the couch and take his cock into my mouth. It is warm and my mouth is watering. I move my mouth all along the side of his dick, my left hand pushing it firmly against my moving mouth. I am making noises I have never made before, slurping his cock and groaning. He is leaning his head over the arm of the couch, telling me he loves it. I’m doing the best I can imagine, tucking my teeth in my teeth, sucking and moving up and down, but I am trying not to be to good; I don’t want him to come in my mouth… yet. “Bend over,” I tell him as I come off of his wet cock. Ben rests his arms on the couch and hoists his small butt in the air. His cheek naturally spread apart, revealing light orange hair and a pink asshole. I kiss his inner butt cheek and I can smell him – it smells great, like he’s been sweating a little – I feel like an animal. I push my face in between his ass and lick his butthole. He moves a little, moans heavy and pushes my head into his ass. I move up and down his perineum, which is swelling. For a moment I lay down beneath him and he pushes his dick into my mouth. He stop and sits lightly on my chest and says, “I want you to lick my ass again – get it nice and wet.” Ben arches his butt higher and I move behind him. I lick his asshole again and spit on it – I watch the spit trickle down his balls and on the couch. “Stick it in,” he says, staring at me. I spit in my hand and rub it on my cock. I stand up above his ass and slowly push myself in. I move slowly and carefully, but Ben relaxes and soon enough, my penis is all the way inside him, deep. His asshole clamps around my penis and moves with me as I pump into him. We’re both sweating – sweat is rolling off my body, down my cock and lubing Ben’s asshole – his back is gleaming and his motions make his skin flicker. “Pull out,” he says. For a moment I’m thinking he wants to stop, or maybe it hurts. “Now, put it back in,” he says. I keep doing this and he whispering “yes, yes.” Every time I pull out I look at his asshole which is gaping and wanting more. Ben closes it once – I can see his anus close up like it’s shrinking – but when I go back in, it wraps around my dick and Ben squeezes my dick; he is controlling my pleasure… and his. “Your turn,” he says. “Yes, please,” I say and we quickly change positions – I’m on my left side, my head on the couch’s arm; Ben is hovering over me, stroking. “You don’t need any lube – my ass is sweaty.” “I know,” he says, and he lifts my ass cheek up. I must be so relaxed because of all the sex so far, because Ben just slides right in. He bends over me and we kiss as he pumps his long penis halfway in. “Play with your cock,” he tells me, and I do, stroking it slowly and stopping; I’m not ready to come. “Try to put the whole thing in,” I tell him. He agrees, but first he takes his dick out and lays his face into my ass, eating me out, flicking his tongue in my asshole. When he sits back up, I spread my ass for him and he plunges in – slowly, and finally, I have his entire cock in me. I can tell – Ben’s put his fingertips at the base of his penis and I feel them on my butt. He pulls out and pushes back in, all slowly, until he does the same motion, fast. My hole is wide open and Ben is pumping his entire dick in me. “I’m going to finish you off,” I say, “I want your cum.” Ben lays back on the couch. The video clicks and begins to rewind. I begin sucking his cock again, tasting myself on him. Once, I push his legs up and lick his asshole. His prostate is hard and I know he needs to cum. I rest his legs back to the couch and place my mouth on his head. I stroke his cock, sucking the tip of his penis – stroking fast and fast. He moans heavy and I cup his balls with my left hand. They jump and he comes – spewing hot semen into my mouth. I suck it all up and make sure he’s finished. His salty cum glides over my tongue and I swallow. “Oh my god,” he pants. He stops and then reaches for his cock and squeezes the last bit out, which slowly moves down his head. I return and suck it in my mouth and pull the remainder out. “I want you to come inside me too,” he says Ben bends over his arm of the couch and spreads his ass open with both hands, exposing his fucked asshole. I slide inside him. My hands are on his lower back and I’m pushing off his frame and using my weight to drive my cock back inside – all the way, deep inside. A rush comes over me, blood moving from my heart, my legs weakening. I climax and pump my semen inside his butt. I keep moving and his anus squeezes every drop out of me before I finally pull out. I lay back on the couch, wanting more. “Ben, sit on my face.” He scoots back and holds his asshole over me. I grab his bent thighs and move it over my mouth. He opens his asshole and my semen flows out, dripping into my mouth. I clamp my mouth onto his ass and lick the inside, tasting his ass and my semen. He grinds his ass, his sweaty skin gliding over my face, but I keep my mouth on his asshole, moving with him. I gulp again and my semen flows down my throat, meets his. He gets up and lays on me, our wet bodies sliding together as we breathe. My penis begins to move, and my penis becomes hard. Ben looks up at me and moves his head down my body. He makes it to my cock and begins to suck. Current Mood: horny (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 13th, 2007
11:59 am	Cum I jerked off twice the other night... both were fantastic for the follwing reason: The first time, I used a condom (which has an interesting feeling to begin with). Considering I took my time and came close to climaxing a handful of times (pun), when I DID come, it was quite a lot. The second time felt even better because I started it off with drinking the cum from the first condom, (sperm is an aprodisiac - if you don't believe me, go to a park when they're cutting grass - instant turn on)... I love cum play and it was fantastic. Yeah, (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 17th, 2006
6:19 am	jerk off quizzie Did Someone Say Masturbation? Are you male or female? I'm a dude How old are you? two seven At what age did you start masturbating? 13 How many times a week do you masturbate? at least every other day How many times do you orgasm each time you play? once. When I was a teen I tried jerking of four times straight, hurt my balls. So, I learned my lesson. The most I've came, recently, in say a half-hour, would be twice Where do you masturbate: In bed? yes In the shower? yes In the bath? yes At the computer? not really, I usually start at the computer and go from there Outdoors? Quite often, except when it's this fucking cold At work? At every job I have ever had Every room in the house? That was a goal of mine when I was a kid. Once I cleared the counter of everything - mail, kitchen ware, etc - and came all over the place. I think I jerked off twice then In a parked car? yes In a car while traveling along the interstate? Yes, even with othe rpeople (who, as far as I know, did not know) What do you fantasize about when you play: A significant other? YES A friend? yes A friend's spouse? none of my friend's are married - but their girlfriends A stranger? oh, sure A student? I'm not a teacher A co-worker? yes A member of the same sex? yes (and to combine the second one of this grouping: I, and still do, have had a long living fantasy of fucking/sucking/jerking this one particular friend since high school - wish I could tell him) A past lover? Yes, doesn't it hurt What position do you play in: On your back? yes Standing? yes(by the way, I bounce back and forth between standing and crouching - it enhances my climax) Kneeling? yes Sitting? yes, not my favorite How do you play: With left hand? yes With right hand? nope With a toy? yes - I've got a flesh-like vibe right now Toys I've had: pink ones, huge black ones that hurt (but feel so fucking good), a vibrating plug Other things that have gone up my ass: a barstool leg carefully wrapped in a thin sock and condom; Sharpie markers, lots of Sharpies; cukes, zukes and carrots and banannas; bottles (not a good idea) With water from bath, Jacuzzi or shower? yes, in the pool - it's so liberating (and this is why it's good that I do not have access to a PUBLIC pool) What porn do you use to masturbate? mostly anal Written erotica? eh, sometimes Pictures? yes Movie clips online? yes Videos? DVDs Something on TV? nothing is good on tv What is your favorite porn: Straight sex between man and woman? yes Gay or lesbian sex? gay, not really lesbian Group sex or orgies? yes Blow jobs/oral sex? sure Cumshots? yes - bukakke! Anal? yes Interracial? yes Age play? yes S&M? no Role playing? no Kinky? Trannies, when I run into it Have you ever masturbated to: Email messages? no A chat room dialog? yes, a long time ago Exchanged stories or pictures? yeppers Have you ever: Been caught masturbating? yes Masturbated for a man/woman? girlfriends Masturbated for the same sex? no :( Masturbated in a group? no :( :( Masturbated for a photo? no Masturbated for a webcam? no Masturbated for a video? no Do you ever: Play with nipples/breasts when masturbating? not my thing Insert something or play with your ass? yes, yes, YES! Insert something in mouth when masturbating? not that I can remember Use pain as a method of playing? yes For men and women: Do you taste your cum? yes. I used to bend my legs over and shoot right into my mouth. When was the last time you masturbated? yesterday (make it today in like an hour) Are you wet or hard now? hard Are you going to masturbate now? soon, sure Are you a masturbation addict? I think so What is the most you have played in one day? four times (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
3:36 pm	running with a boner I went for a run today.... I love how sweaty and pumping I get (pumping, good huh?) There's a public restroom at this hotel next to my current residence... which, really, anyone has access to - it's outside, next to their pool (I want a pool too, but maybe it's best I don't, for legal reasons ;) ) - it's more or less a change room. I went running and stopped there before going home, sporting an erection. I had my shorts off completly - just a shirt and my shoes, and sweat - and there's a small window above where I crouched... I was bent down only to expose my asshole, which, with my other hand I stroked my asshole(I think a sex video, like education, said you can stroke an anus, so,). I would lick and smell my fingers before shooting into the toilet nearby... Then I showered at home (and for the fun of it, tried to fingerfuck myself, but had to quit - I was tired already!) Maybe I need more sleep... same amount of sex, but more sleep.... Yeah, (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 5th, 2006
1:12 pm	excitement I have a new fetish - what is it called? Exhibitionism? At my parent's house, while I fed the fish and did yardwork for a week, the last day I beat off, pants to my ankle, in the open back yard (which I did to a lesser degree when I was a teen) At my old house, I sat on a small wall and jerked off, making noises. Oh, the root of this is from my college days. My dorm was old (aren't they all?) and faced the rest of town. Accross the parking lot was an apartment building that, as far as I could tell, had it's fair mix of everyone; it wasn't just anpther "dorm." But the apartment on the top level (I was in my dorm, second floor to their third - so they were up and away right) were these two guys, roommates from what I could tell. One night, I turned the lights off, had a porno glowing on the TV and slid my blinds fully open. The two guys were sitting on their porch, smoing, talking... I was naked, pulsing with exceitment. They didn't see me, but I saw them and I started beating off on my little chair, in the middle of the room. But towards the end, before I plataued (sp, but you know what I mean), I saw that they stopped talking - they were watching... I came so hard, blood was charging through my chest, down my legs - through my whole body. I jumped to my bed, out of sight, to calm down. I dressed in bed, cleaned up (I think I ate my own that time, I'm not sure), and closed the blinds... one of the guys accross the way was standing. I was so excited... I think subconciously I think they were going to come over and watch me jerk off - that's the excitement. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 29th, 2006
2:34 pm	New dildo I bought a new vibe today. (Wait, are dildoes only dildoes if they don't vibrate?) It's my first cock-like vibe today(again, toughie with the defi: I've had cock like before, but they were jellies. God, I miss the bendable one I had... the fucking wire that makes it bendable broke; pissed, I threw it out). It's not the softest thing I've had in my ass, but it squeezes in nicely. I still haven't developed the patience to JUST fuck my self in the ass, but I hardly have time to. Maybe sometime soon... maybe tonight... I have been hording (is that how you spell it) Sharpie markers from work. Sharpies were actually the first thing I stuck in my ass, besides my finger (I think I started mildly fingering myself right after I started jerking off - early teens)... when I was about 16 or so, I saw a Sharpie in a drawer at home and snatched it (probably the earliest I went to bed my entire teenage life). I stayed under the sheets and lubed my asshole and slipped it in... But now, I have stuck, the most at any time - 6 fucking Sharpies up my ass. I love the building up and I love moving just one marker, then two side by side... But as for the new cock, my favorite thing about it - well two really: a)it's cock-like, with veins and b) it fits! Yeah, (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
8:36 pm	For the longest time, I have fantasized about guys. Although I've never been with a guy (not even a harmless jerk-off) I have always wanted to, so, I do believe that makes me bi-sexual. It's not that I am sorta comfortable with a dude, or even the cop-out "I'm just comfortable with my sexuality" - No, I desire to be fucked in the ass by a man. I used to fantasize having sex with my friends, my coworkers, sometimes even myself. When I as younger I used to lube up bananas, cucumbers, even a very round bar stool (wrapped in a thin sock and condom) and fuck my ass whenever the parent's were out. On occaision, I do swallow my own cum (either way, there is nothing like cumming on my own face[by doubling my legs over and positioning my cock above my face - it's easy]). The few times I have ever been single, I've choked at meeting a guy. I was looking for just sex, but always realized that there was nothing safe or smart in finding some dude and asking for my dream. I love my dildo! It's pink, slender and made for anal sex. Fuck, sorry for the rambling, but I really just wanted to say that - if you've noticed, I haven't said much before this. Soon maybe, I will post pics of my penis... maybe. It's not that I'm nervous, I just don't know what it is really (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
9:00 am	pornography Hello. This is my personal sex journal. It is not friends only because I even doubt that anyone will read it. If you have found it it is probably because I contacted you. Nevertheless, feel free to comment and say hello. Thank you. (Comment on this)